Days like today make me wonder if I'm wasting my time. Somewhat discouraged. Doesn't seem like anything I do makes a difference. Part of me wants to quit trying to make a difference.
Thank God for times like this which humble me and cause me to cling tighter to Him. Thank God I remember that life comes, not from making a difference, but from God and God alone. Still, it would be nice if something I do matters. Regardless of whether my effort seems to matter, I will remain faithful to God. I will not give up.
Starting to wonder if I'm not called to do this anymore. Maybe it is really time for a change. Maybe it is time to move on to other things. I've been feeling this way for a couple years now. I will do whatever God wants me to do.
